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Writing for the sake of motion

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 23, 2009, 9:38 AM
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For the four hundredth time i've risen. And for the four hundredth first time... I've fallen.

But this time I'm completely unaware as to why. I woke up this morning obscurely cold and my discursive nature was calmly put to rest by an apathy. But as I stated. I dont know why... Today I am no-one. Last night I was everyone. But somewhere in between i got lost in the dark.

I don't know what I'm writing... I just know im writing for the sake of it. I just know I'm writing because its the only thing I know to do properly. I just know I'm writing being im plagued by something... BUT I could never find out what its face looked like.

I meditated last night... and I felt all my memories overcome me. And I felt that all the weight had outdone me. And I walked calmly and voluntarily into this door. And everything faded out. In a shade that was darker than black. To a face who would give NOTHING back. I need coffee... I need to wake myself from this dreamlike state.

I don't know who I am. I forgot my name, but I see it pasted on digital display in front of me. J-o-e-s-e-p-h... Joeseph. What does that name even mean to me? I don't know who I am, but I know to go through these motions. I don't feel well at all... but I know I need to make it to this other side. If writing is what it takes for me to stay alive... then the walls will be covered in ink.

Hello good bye I hardly tried, I didn't get to know you
But see I lied, Im still alive, open your eyes ill show you
Sunset sunrise its all divine and youre too worthless to clone you
And in a few years you will die... I didn't get to know you...

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  • Mood: Optimism
  • Eating: Marlboro Reds
  • Drinking: Coffee... soon

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  • Interests: Photoshop, Music, Poetry, Women, Wine, Ecchi
  • Favourite movie: The Illusionist
  • Favourite band or musician: Muse or Saul Williams
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock (in general)
  • Favourite artist: http://nekochank.deviantart.com/
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allen Poe
  • Favourite photographer: Christina Sweeting
  • Favourite style of art: Macabre or Fantasy
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  • Wallpaper of choice: Fractal
  • Skin of choice: Human
  • Favourite game: Oblivion VI Elder Scrolls or Rock Band
  • Favourite gaming platform: (MMO) RPG
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sha Goujyo
  • Personal Quote: Don't take yourself so seriously... it makes it hard for me to laugh at you when youre back tur
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop CS3, Camera, Dean Electric Acoustic, Creativity

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:icon1337-art:
Thank you so much for the favorite! It is very appreciated.

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:iconsirjoeseph:
Oh it's nothing. I love so much of the things you make. And i think they're quite creative and take a lot of love in their creation. I'm waiting for the day I finally get my finances straight enough for a credit card. I'm pretty excited for it.

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The Knight as He Is, Is Who He Is
:icon1337-art:
Thank you so much for your kind words. It really makes me happy and full of pride when people express their joys over the things I make. <3

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:iconkurosaki321:
YOU'VE BEEN HUGGED! *oh no!!*

Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1.
If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!

1-3: you're a bad friend
4-6: you're an ok friend
7-9: you're a good friend
10-& Up: you're a great friend
:iconsirjoeseph:
I hate chain letters/comments

x_0

but ill hug you anyways :D

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The Knight as He Is, Is Who He Is
:icon1337-art:
Thank you so much for the watch. It is appreciated.

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:iconsirjoeseph:
Oh its not a problem at all. I like what you do, and Im probably going to end up buying some of your products. I checked out the website, but I didnt see the Gamblers Bracelet on there...

I really liked-ed it too...

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The Knight as He Is, Is Who He Is
:icon1337-art:
I appreciate the feedback.

I put it here instead: [link]

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:iconsirjoeseph:
ooOoooh jeez... $65... i can see how itd be worth it. I also like the B&W cross necklace, ive been looking for a cross that i felt was appropriate for me, and I like the one youve made. You have an eye for the aesthetic nature of things. I like it.

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The Knight as He Is, Is Who He Is
:icon1337-art:
That black and white cross necklaces was one of the first ones I've ever made. I love the beads and the style of it. I'm glad you like it too. I love that gambler's bracelet. I wore it once to the Christmas party I made it for. It's the perfect length, and I love how the charms dangle.

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